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Slamat Hari Raya!!

2009-09-30T01:54:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

to all the Muslims people no matter who and where they are!!

I noe it's kinda late..

Saya,Nur Afniyaty Bte Rafidi, ingin meminta ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki sekiranya pernah mengguris hati dengan kata2 yang tk sedap di dengar, TERkurang ajar, TERkutuk, TERmaki, TERhina etc..Sesungguhnya kata imbuhan TER itu makna nya untuk ape2 yg tidak sengaja..So skrg dh back to zero-zero k..hehe

Moga2 Allah SWT menerima segala amal ibadah kita di bulan Ramadhan,AMIN..

As for my family,there's no colour themes like other family has coz we just stay at home..

Dat's the advantages of having grandma staying with us..

The ferst two days are packed with cousins,aunties and uncles both from paternal and maternal side..

This year no more collection money fer me..*sobz*

Some still wanted to give but it's not proper for me to take as I'm already werking..

I love the atmosphere of Hari Raya as I get to eat all the delicious dish like ketupat,lodeh,rendang,serunding and ayam masak merah(my all time favourite) that is cooked by my dearest grandma..Grandma's cooking is always the best rite?Eat various types of kuih and keks..(No point losing weight during the fasting month as u'll gained it back during Hari Raya)..Getting to meet the lil cute cuzzies, seek forgiveness from the elders and the kecohness made..That adds more vibe to Hari Raya..

Mayb dat's all fer now..Up next will be all the jalan rayers n open houses to attend..Will update more about it later..Ciaoz

End of Ramadhan

2009-09-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum semua! i'm back.. the days past by so fast that today we are on the 27th Ramadhan..I'm kind of sad actually as the month of barakah is ending so soon..It's the month of blessings whereby even when u do something sunnah but u'll receive the pahala of wajib..so imagine if you do all your wajib stuffs;u'll be getting double n double of pahala..subhanallah!I will surely miss solat terawih and the prayers (puji2an that we recite) after every terawih and witir..It's so sayu and that makes me reminisce back all my wrondoings that I've done for the past 1 whole year..I'm so thankful that i'm given the chance to meet Ramadhan;u'll never noe if we still have the chance to meet Ramadhan again the next following years..

Still remember Ramadhan last year that my mum was admitted in hospital for operation..Alhamdulillah she's fine now..So a lesson learnt;HE can take everything or anything that HE wants anytime..So better treasure all your loved ones and don't forget to bersyukur for all the luxuries, good health and everything in life coz all these is just pinjaman dariNYA semata mata..hmm sounds like syarahan Hal Ehwal Islam la plak aku ni!!haha

So as usual Ramadhan is the time whereby you'll be packed with iftar schedules here and there..I've attended quite a few iftars namely MCC iftar where i was awarded the member paling candi(hehe), STW Iftar which was held at Pasir Ris chalet, Dikir Baratis iftar which was organised by my friend;Zoul and lastly the animal kingdom iftar which they celebrated my belatedx10 birthday also..For the rest of the iftar that I didn't turn up,I apologised for that as I have my personal family commitments and terawih not to be missed..I really enjoyed all the iftar that I went..So up next will be the jalan raya scehedule..So sape nk book saya dulu kene bilang siang2 tau..haha

Gonna miss this colleague of mine..Now I have no member to eat lunch and talk craps!!uurrgghh

Hectic schedule..

2009-07-14T02:04:00.000-07:00

It's been very busy lately. During the last week of June holidays has been assigned to do invigilation for Sec 4 Prelims. I pitied the girls. Their holidays are burnt for preparation and to study for their papers. 1 whole week straight need to report work at 730 am!
Right after the invigilation week was the Asian Youth Games event. It’s also a 1 week straight event which ended like 8pm everyday. I got sick due to the hectic schedule till my VP asked me to see a doctor as I sneeze and coughed badly. Overall AYG was fun as you can get to see the various athletes from Asian competing. Congrats to Cedar girl who clinched a bronze medal for the country. We are really proud of u! On top of that we also receive lots of goodies and freebies! But there's a bit hiccups here and there.
Coming after the AYG will be the NDP training schedule. I'm down on duty for almost every week. That means one of my weekends is burnt and I'm only left with Sunday to rest. The weather was so hot last Sat till I got really bad sunburn on my back. My skin looks red and cooked. Feel kind of lethargic but enjoyable at the same time as I get the privilege to watch the whole show including the fireworks. Met the dikir barat performers and most of my friends were there. So we talked and camwhored Met with my ex also as he's part of the Guard-Of-Honour contingent. Da lama seh tk nampak dia.. Cool or wad get to meet lots of people here and there.
But on top of everything, during the weekdays after work and including Sunday I have to attend trainings for the upcoming competition. That means my every single day is occupied with stuffs, so when is my resting day? Haiz.. One more thing, come down for trainings if I can gain something from it I dun mind la. But imagine till today I still haven't got my fixed beats. Kalau nk amek jalan senang and play simple plak takut tak smp expectation shifu. Tkpe la comp is still in a months time wad. Arrghh~ Stress and pressured seh. Seriously now I really feel like backing out. No feel for the set also. Is it just me or what? I hate this kind of feelings man! Somebody please help me!!!How I wish to be part of the cengkeriks.. haiz ~

Random pic of me and amira at cross-country running 3.5km. C'mon let's start leading a healthy lifestyle and burn that fats offeveryone! heehee..till we meet again =)

definition of friendship

2009-01-16T01:45:00.001-08:00

Friendship is a personal relationship shared between each friend for the welfare of others, in other words, it is the relationship of TRUST, faith and concern for each other feelings. A friend is one who knows you as a person and regards you for what you are and not what he or she is looking in a good friend. There are some friendships which might end with unresolved conflicts and tiffs which means that these type of relationship were not so strong that could hold on their own in adversity and bad times. One might come across numerous number of friends in his life but there are very few who will be there during your ups and down. A true friendship does not consist of huge number of friends you keep but it is valued by its worth and capability to hold you and stand by you in all phases of life.

Backstabbers someone who doesn't care about you and has ulterior motives for everything they do that involves you. It is to betray a friend by doing something“behind your back” that would harm you in any way. In dealing with backstabbers there's only one thing I've learned those bitches are only powerful when your back is turned..

ps: sape mkn cili DIA lah terasa pedas nyer.. dun tink all these while aku diam, aku tk tau pape.. harap kan muke je lawa tapi perangai mcm gini? ape ko dpt buat aku mcm gini? puas hati ko skrg?! is dis wad u call kawan atau lawan?

Hari Raya Kurban mbek

2008-12-09T00:34:00.000-08:00

Slamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha kepada semua umat Islam! Wake up at 630 am to prepare myself for the Hari Raya Prayers.. Sayu rasa nya bila mendengar takbir berkumandang..I went to Masjid An-Nahdha at Bishan wif my 3rd sis,granny n my uncle.. Juz wanna wish for all yg menjalankan ibadah Haji di Mekah(especially my makcik2&pakcik2) supaya pulang dgn selamat dan mendapat haji mabrur..Amin~The preparations is not so grand fer this rayer..My family juz cook the usual menu like ketupat,lodeh,ayam masak merah,rendang n ayam goreng..+ bbq satay kambing..yum yum~sori BIRI coz ku mkn sedara ko..hehe

All these happen bcoz of a misinterpretation n sum KPO mouth..But i didn't noe that I'm so HINA till u can't even c my face?*hina n buruk sgt ke aku ni?*I noe where I stand..I noe that i'm in no match wif u..Tk sepadan la kate org melayu..U r too good fer me..Tapi dosa ke kalau aku menyayangi seseorang?Is it a sin fer me to wait fer sumone dat i really love?If it is,sumbody pls do tell me n make me realise it..Haiz~Sum of my frens keep asking me to move on coz u r not worth the wait but i still dun bother of wad dey say..My mum n sum of my friends even try to match make me wif sum guys but i'm juz not interested coz my feelings fer u is too strong..At first I thot y dey dun understand my feelings but now i realize y dey ask me to do dat..They dun want to c me suffer n live my life in misery all the way..A few days back I saw this bike sumwhere near my blk n i really thot it was u..I juz cant keep my eyes of that bike n the owner whose lying down on the bike..But my mum says dats it was just my hallucination n all these happen coz i kip thinking of u so much..

N therefore i conclude that from today onwards I've moved on wif my own life..Alhamdulillah perselisihan faham antara kita dh terlerai akhirnya..I feel so relief now..Phew~

Perseverance

2008-11-16T02:12:00.000-08:00

Hi I'm juz feeling lonely n down now..Thanx to dis blogger dat i can vent n pour out everything here..I'm juz tired n exhausted..I'm tired to act n put on a drama everytime n everyday..Forcing myself to smile but deep inside i'm crying..Forcing myself to laugh eventho the feeling of happiness has long left me..Forcing myself to look OK n be cheerful but deep inside i'm so hurtful and in pain..Its been nearing to 6 months i'm in this kind of state but I juz persevere with the pain..No one noes n feel the way i am rite now,hanya Tuhan saje yg tahu how I go thru my life all this while..Never ever I feel dis way before..why dis tym round?Everyone's excited when it cums to Friday but not fer me..They have their own friends or loved ones to go out with..Well for me,sumtymes I do make appointments to go for facial n massage ON MY OWN!Just to release stress and fill up my own tyme..Emo or wad?So UNEXPECTED of me to go out all by myself(selalu nye mesti kene ade org temankn)huh no choice..All this while,I juz keep quiet but till when?There's a limit to my patience..I'm not complaining but I juz feel too heavy carrying the burden n pain all by myself..Where r all my frenz?*ponderz*do i have any at the ferst place or have all gone to him n having enjoyment behind my back..Hanya melalui DOA aku meminta dan merayu kepadaMU..Hanya titisan airmata lah yg sentiasa menemani dan menjadi saksi di setiap hari2 ku(n i tink dats one of the reason y the cleaner say now I have dark circles around my eyes like kungfu PANDA)..

Sedih ku sakitku ku terima;
ku rela ku pasrah jalan ku;
ini suratan aku dicoba ;
demi rahmatmu ku memohon.

Ya Allah redhai ketulusan hati;
Ya Allah beri aku ketabahan;
Ya Allah aku sanggup berkorban;
Demi rahmatmu Ya Allah.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2008-09-09T09:28:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum(chey mentang2 puasa) semua,gedebup(oops internal joke)!..Firstly puji syukur kepada Allah SWT kerana sekali lgk aku diberi peluang utk bertemu dgn bln yg penuh barakah,iaitu bulan Ramadhan.But this tyme round feel quite diff.Celebrating bulan puasa n raya solo n single mingle.I envy my frens dat planning to buy a couple baju kurung.haiz~(emo la plak aku ni) but really i'm so the not looking 4ward fer dis yr's hari raya..

Actually since e 2nd day of fasting I already start to feel unwell but not as bad as yesterday.It's my 2nd sis fault for spreading the germs to me.Padahal I eat my panadol everyday but the funny thing is dat my condition turn from BAD to WORSE!I'm having a really bad FLU,COUGH,SORETHROAT n HEADACHE.When i'm having all these,my eyes sure guarantee plus chop will turn watery n red.The students n teachers keep asking wads wrong with me coz they thought i'm crying n i look pale..haiz~My parents keep asking me to consult doc since it'll be covered under my company but i still refused..Thanx fer all e concern ya people.It's kinda of quite diff when u r sick while fasting..Mayb this is just a small test from HIM dat i need to go through..But eventho I'm unwell I'll still drag myself to terawih(cendol asyik nk meleleh je oops) n tadarus(ngaji sengau2)hehe.Thanks to Kak Midah(science lab asst) for letting me pray in the Science Lab office..So Alhamdulillah perkara2 yg wajib tk diabaikan..
In addition dis yr ade perubahan sikit wif my family..We will b doing tadarus together as a family after solat terawih..Each of us will take turn to read..Really hope to Qatam(complete) reading the Qur'an before the fasting month ends..We also practise solat subuh berjemaah every morning in the hall..I can see and feel that my family bond is getting closer and stronger by doing all these practices..yeayness!Berkat bulan yg penuh suci ini..

I think dat's all fer now..Gotta take a rest n hope to get well soon..Insya Allah..Looking forward to all the upcoming iftars.(up on the list will be iftar wif CCPEs,SRW,SSR,MCC,Adiratna etc..)

2008-08-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

Basically my blog are all fer entries dat r emo or membingit kn..U won't c any happy moments here coz when i'm happy all my frens r der fer me but now when i'm down n frustrated suddenly all r either gone or busy with their own stuffs..
I was damn effing shocked to hear wild gossips about me has been spreading around fast!For those yg mulut celupah n tk bleh diam,pls do mind ur own business can?!I'm disappointed uh ade segelintir of my frens juz believe in wat dey c n hear w/o selidik dulu ape yg sebenarnya..Kirekn rapat n can clique along wif dat person makna nya aku n dat person ade s'thing on?!Wad kind of thinking is this?!Believing easily in gossips will juz make me think dat u have a short thining mind n so easily believing news blindly!Suker hati korg la eh nk uat ape n wad u want to think of me..I juz don't have e tym and cant b bothered at all!Ape yg korg dpt nk buruk2 nama org ni?
If I'm given a choice can I say that I request that der won't b any 3rd aug in the calender dis yr?I know it's not an impt date fer sum of u rite n dat same applies to me..I jus dunnoe how to go thru today w/o having to celebrate it wit e one i love..
I still rmbr exactly one yr ago when e clock strike 12 he place my bdae present in front of my door house n surprise me..in e afternoon we went fer a cable car ride only the two of us.n dats my first tym taking a cable car..Spending e tym together at mount faber together aft dat..The memories are jus so sweet to forget..
Ever cried on e nite of ur bdae?Hey guess wad?I juz did..Sounds stupid rite..Celebrating my bdae nite accompanied by e tears dat rolled down n wet my cheeks..Suddenly I jus feel lost n hopeless..Maybe is it juz me being so paranoid?Sumbody pls wake me up!I juz dun feel anything special today..In fact it's juz as if a normal day fer me..i noe dat's kinda lame rite rite..But wat to do..Juz have to wait a few more hrs fer everything to end..
I wonder y isit called HAPPY birthday in e first place when i'm nt HAPPY at all?hmm~ *ponder*

finally graduated..

2008-06-01T23:42:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah thank God at last i've graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic not with a merit award but wif a long service award(haha).Pictures will be posted later once e pics are uploaded.Graduation is one of the major events in sum1's life.Obviously it will b filled with smiles n happiness all around but not for me.Aku bersyukur as my family take e effort of cuming down to watch my graduation ceremony but it still didn't complete my day.The one I love n expect to witness my graduation wif me is not there.Everybody around me seems to bring along their loved ones n taking pictures together.I just envy them n how on earth i really wish that miracle will happen n suddenly he will appear in front of me.Dream on la Yaty!I just can't describe the feeling.Maybe people can say that I'm too sensitive or wad but hey this is wad i truly feel.Deep inside me was filled wif sadness n disappointment but I didn't blame anyone.Maybe it's just me n my stupid emotions n attitude.Planning to attend madu's grad ceremony juz to kill tyme to mit him aft his werk but it didn't turn out as planned.haix~Aniwae congrats to all of my frens who already juz graduated!Wish all u girls n guys e best in ur future endeavours.N to sum of my frens dat's still stuck in NP "slowly slowly row" direct translation of "pelan pelan kayuh" haha..Thanx to sum of my frens who wished me.I appreciate it lots.
Oh ya!a few days back if im not wrong its on a saturday.Since its e school holidays,my youngest sis was doing her madrasah holiday assignment.Suddenly this qns pop out..
Sis:Kak maksiat tu baik ke tak?(dengan selamba nye dia tanya)
(the rest of my sisters n me quickly stare at her)
Me:Kalau nak tau gi la tanya papa(hehe laughing in e heart)
At that point of time she already give up wif us n assume that she already knows the answer.Then I approach her n see wat answer dat she wrote.N she wrote baik la ehk!
Me:Maksiat baik?!Adik tau tak ape tu maksiat?
Sis:Maksiat kan ckp english INVESTIGATE eh dia blg!
Me:Itu SIASAT la bkn MAKSIAT!The rest of us started to laugh out of her stupidity..
Sis:Oh..Baru adik tau..Psl bunyi nye mcm seakan akan n adik mix up la..
If like dis she cant be a policewoman ah..Imagine if she says lets' maksiat e case..OMG!
Anw last sat trng was not like normal.I'm juz not myself.Can't concentrate wif everything dat's being taught coz my mind is not on track.Things won't be the same again..It's exactly a week ago sey u r still mine..
[memori yang indah akan tetap ku ingati;
tak dapat bayangkan diriku tanpamu;
semakin hari ku semakin rindu wahai mr lustre ku]
..how i wish u noe.. *sobz* :_(

A Big Lost To Me..

2008-05-28T18:22:00.000-07:00

Hi everbody I'm back!I dun expect people to read my blog coz most of them will think that this blog already vanished long2 tyme ago..But rite now I seriously have no choice n this is the only place that I will throw out my feelings..I juz couldn't expect that things will end up dis fast n in a very short period of tyme..
I'm thankful that my past few months of life is filled with happiness n joy since the day he entered my life..Almost every single day we spent tyme wif each other..To me he's e one n only and no one else will change that..We've even planned up for our future but things don't work out the way that we plan..It's true they say dat "kite yg merancang tp DIA yg tentukan".After all that has happened I juz nid to b strong n carry on wif my life bringing along all e sweet memories wif me.Dat's e only thing dat can motivate me rite now."Ya Allah kuatkan la hamba mu ini untuk mengahadapi segala rintangan yg kau beri dan menjalani nya dgn hati yang tenang dan tabah".
Deep down in my heart e feelings for him will still b e same n will not change at all.Semua masalah ade hikmah disebaliknya.Setiap masalah mesti ade jalan keluar nya.Insya Allah kalau jodoh,kite akan bersatu kembali.Memang berat dan pahit menjalani hidup seperti ini tapi dgn dorongan kawan2 n keluarga yg tercinta mudah mudahan ianya akan lebih senang utk ku.Dun b surprise if i'm not as cheerful as last tyme but i will try my best to put a smile for everyone.Special thanx to my close frens who has been there for me to hear out all my sorrows n give meaningful advices.Hearts all of u soo much!

=Hidupku tanpamu apa ertinya cinta=
..Slamat tinggal wahai kekasih pujaan hatiku..

2006-11-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody!!Miss sey korg,korg semua miss aku tak?hee~k la oleh kerana permintaan ramai (*All request live*)yang da bising2 srh aku update,jadi here i am to update u all with e things dat happen for e month of Nov..

11.11.06

anw on dis day kite gi kluar jalan rayer dgn Adiratna gerls..Best ah mcm rase kaya japz $$ coz kn kite book van yg auto (pintu buka by itself)..Thanx to bapak nana..Anw dat day kn nvr expect dat almost every house we went,they will like serve a heavy meal/ dish ar..Suke tu mmg la suke *winks*(kate Yaty..rezeki jgn ditolak,hehe)tapi aku nye butang baju kebaya lagik sipi nk terputus k..Terpaksa la breath in all e way..Cuma pat dlm van je yg aku rase mcm lega sikit(only sum of them knew y..SShhhh!Only we know,public dunnoe kayz!)Juz let e pics do e talking aitez..

:: Pic taken at umah abg im..ps:lawa sey umah die.. ::

:: I like dis pic a lotz..hehe~me n dila chombi taken @ huda's hse.. ::

Da la pics sikit2 je kayz..kalau nk tgk2 sila lah ke shutterfly ke multiply sesape..hehe

12.11.06

Niari Sunday.So as usual la kn kene bgn pagi nk kene gi madrasah..Kalau ikotkn hati mmg la malas sey nk gi..Tapi nk kene gi jugak psl niari dpt exam results..so ya..Yg surprising nye ni adik aku last,Faradila,die get 1st in class k..haha..n yg aku ni cume dpt 3rd je..haiz~tapi alhamdulillah..Congrats to all my sisters for passing e madrasah exams..n u noe wad?at last aku da graduate my madrasah!!yeah,happy giler sey..Planning to rest a yr n den aru nk continue balik ar tapi tk tau kat ner..Lom decide lgk..Aner la tau jadik "Ustazah Afniyaty" ke eh ehk..hee~

18.11.06

On dis day lak kite gi kluar rayer with kuncu2 MCC..Sewa bus 40 seater nyer!!ok la,tp ade sum tsunami sikit during e last2 part of e outing sey..(dun want to elaborate it further)We reached e last hse which is my hse @12 midnight k!OMG!But wadever it is enjoyed e whole thingy la..Thanx to e programmers for e great day aitez~
Sum of e pics taken:

:: Dis pic is taken by my beloved madu while i'm walking towards e bus..nyce pix~ ::

:: Incomplete main comm pics~Sedih sey bile agak nye cn take complete nye main comm pics.. ::

:: Dis pic la paling cute skali k..Rizal tgh nk kacip nenek aku ehk..Tk nk aku dpt datuk "R"!hee~ ::

19.11.06

It's a sunday n also it's e Deeparaya Performance day!After so called "much" practise today is e real day..Anw its a last min thingy..Diorg tk cukup org so i juz join for fun la anw da lame sey tk joget..haahaa~so here r e pics taken:

:: Presenting e 3 siblings in their jawa costumes!!weewiit~ ::

:: A group photo taken with e choreographer n MP from S'goon.. ::

Anw this is e video taken by my sis during our javanese dance (aik!kenapa joget jawa ehk?kn patutnye joget boyan sey..haahaa) performance..Sori la kalau tk clear n gelap..enjoy~jgn ketawa ehk..Pada sesape yg tau aku kn selalu termasuk cepat seperti e one during gemersik =p, n dis performance pn aku terbuat cepat k..haahaa..FYI i'm e first 1 to enter..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzAQDZMJ2TE

23.11.06

I didn't have any class today but still went to sch for project discussion..Aft dat followed e takraw peeps to ITE simei for their tournament..Konon nye nk support la tuh..heehee~So sad sey i cnt get to c e prize giving ceremony coz need to go over to my uncle place to celebrate his bdae!

:: *HAPPY BDAE CIK MAMAT!U R E BEST UNCLE EVER!!* ::

Oh ya juz to add on dis day also aku rase mcm aku gi pusing satu s'pore sey!from home(North) to sch(West),from sch to ITE Simei(East),from ITE Simei to Jurong East(West),n from my uncle's place back hm(North)!!!sakit sey bontot during e journey..

:: these are all e "CHEERLEADERS" dat followed dat day.."Go Ngee Ann!" ::

:: e 2nd day of ivp..Pics taken in e sheltered sports hall..bukannye nk support diorg sey.. ::

25.11.06--26.11.06

Today went to Tanjung Pinang to attend sum ceremony..Actually saje2 je nk ikot psl nk shopping2 n nk elakkan dari masalah yg melanda..nk kene attend 2 ceremonies in 1 day k..Cukur rambut n adeq sedara aku nye kenduri sunat..Mari kite tgk e pics..Cute giler nyer..

:: Aik?!mcm tgh tgu pengantin pompuan jek..heehee..No ehk!cute giler kn..Die sunat pat s'pore but buat e kenduri pat tanjung pinang..jd raja sehari yer dik.. :

:: N guess wad?ni is his 2nd outfit k..Mcm nk cubit2 sey pipi die..kesian sey die had to sit pat "pelamin" to from 11-5pm..haahaa~ ::

28.11.06

Niari kn ade my twin fren nye bdae tau..HAPPY BDAE TO AJI N AJA!May wadever both of u wish for cum true..Good luck in everything dat u do in lyfe..Stay cute n "kecoh"rable always ya..

:: me n 1 of e bdae boy,aji.. ::

Ya so dats all for e updates for e month of NOv aitez~So c ya next tyme,same channel kayz..
ps:love him soo damn much day by day..*muackz*

Chak I'm Back..

2006-08-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

**Hello peeps..Juz wanna say sorry to all my fans out there who has been waiting for my updates all these while..Maklom je la eh,bz woman katekan..hehe =) k so now I'm making up to all of u out there by updating u all events dat happened in my life this past few days..So juz sit back n relax aite..Da mcm nk tgk wyg pulak eh,k tau tak pe..Make sure jgn lupe beli popcorn k..Let the eyes do e reading..Enjoy~**

03.08.06

Really a special day for me!I turned 20..Quite sad sey coz kan i'm no more a teenager..Sobz~but dun worry i'm still young at heart..*Winkz*At 12 midnight je so many smses flooded my hp with wishes..Really glad dey wish..At least its e thot that counts rite..But waiting for sum of my adiratna close peeps to wish me ah(u noe who u r eh)..kinda feel upset ah maybe dey r tired n forget its my bdae today..so tak nak menharapkan sgt la..Jadi my day went on as per normal..Attend classes n sit for test..But after sch meeting my sweetheart to celebrate my bdae same2..He really look good on dat day ah!!Thumbs up('',)So we went to bugis to take sum neoprints n proceeded to town after dat..But in e mid of the outing,he make me feel like so bingit ah..Take e wrong bus n expect me to walk such a long distance which is from cineleisure all e way to far East(kan jauh tu,da la panas pulak!),raise his voice etc..It really makes me feel dat today is not my bdae at all n its juz a normal day..So my mood was damn down ah at dat point of tyme..I really feel like want to go home but he say lets have a bite first ah b4 dat..so we proceed to lvl 4 of far east plaza to a turkish restaurant which my bf had promised me earlier on....so now let e pics do e talking..

[[ actually kan at dis point of time i dunnoe ah wad is happening..Skali aleh2 he close my eyes n ask me to walk.Imagine ah pat far east tau buat gitu..malu sey..Da mcm ali baba bujang lapok punye apek yg kene jahit badan org eh,pakai tutup2 mata semua..haiz~]]

then after dat i was asked to sit on a chair which is in front of me.n when i sit down he ask me to guess dis werd "ANTARIDA" n asked me to spell it backwerds n straight away I say out e werd "ADIRATNA"!!n when I opened my eyes i saw dee,huda,ellin,fazliana n fazly!!so shocked ah..So now i noe dats e reason y he purposely make me angry..So sweet of my honey!!

[[so he's e man dat's behind all this surprises!!thanx 4 all dat dear..really2 appreciate dat..luv u!!]]

[[n this person here is e house agent that ask my guy to sell his house!!thanx eh,aku kene tipu psl kau..actually ders this person who called my dear e nite b4 but he talks far away from me..so when i ask who,he says that a housing agent called n ask him to sell his house..ckp tyme dpt tau,yg call tu dee eh..utk kali ni aku maafkan kau..tp kalau lain kali main bailong dgn matair aku lagi,kau siap!aku panggil madu ku pancung kepala mu!!hehe]]

so after dat kite nk order makanan la n i see ape yg ade pat menu..Dlm kepala hotak aku ni da mmg plan la nak mkn kebab psl kan turkish restaurant,ckp tyme to my greatest surprise kan from wad i see at e menu its actually sakura eh!!haiz~kempunan kebab la nampak nye aku ni~nasib tak smp gi batu belah batu bertangkup eh..hehe..so i juz ordered beef fried rice ah..n after dat kan ade lagi 1 surprise rupe nye..Guess wad?

[[A birthday cake for me as well!!but too bad its not from Royal la..hehe..tp still thankful to them la..]]

After that we end up e day by taking neoprints together n dun worry muke huda ade pat depan2 k..hehe..post e neoprints later when da scan la k..At home lak my mum ordered pizza n mkn lagik..tp yg bingit nye tu i ordered 2 large pizzas n i received 2 regular eh!mangkuk tingkat sak.!called back n lodge a complaint..haha..so i end up getting another 2 more regular pizzas n dat means in total get 4 regular pizzas..makan je tau yaty ni..nnt bkn usia je yg meningkat tapi weight pon ikot meningkat bersama eh..touchwood,hehe..Aniwae wishing ayie a happy birthday too!!k skrg mari kite proceed to e next day..

04.08.06
Went thru dis day as per normal..Attend classes as per normal..Class ended at 6pm and went to clubhse aft dat..Really to my surprise tk pernah2 clubhse ramai org at around this time ah..Rizal asked me to go in as there will be a short briefing later but sum how i saw sum1 passing him a lighter but i juz ignored it la..So juz went in n acknowledge them..n not long after dat,tina n madu ku yg tercinta went in n carry 2 cakes eh..N everybody start singing happy b'dae to me n ayie..I was so damn surprised la..haiz~so sweet sey..I'm soo touched..

[[the wonderful bdae cake,thanx to fana n tina for collecting e cake all e way from bukit panjang plaza]]

[[these are the belated bdae boy n gerl]]

[[presenting e gerls, belated bdae boy and idris e extra]]

After that we proceed to Bukit panjang plaza coz nak kene practice for e next day bowling competition..Miss bowling sey..Last main was during the Adiratna gathering..Da karat sey my skills..Went home wif hakim n min aft dat..

05.08.06
Today is e actual bowling competition between SP n NP..Need to report at 8.30 pat Jurong East Interchange!N to my surprise I woke up at 7am!OMG!I'll gotta be damn late sia,HELP!Aku keluar umah kol 8 n took cab there..But i only have $13.70 bucks wif me so i juz gamble n took cab..Luckily for me initially e taxi driver forget to on the fare screen till Bishan..So I thought kalau da exceed $13.70 n kalau dat tyme pat expressway tak kan la me nk srh die stop tgh2 dunia sey..But thank God the total fare was $13.40..Pheewww~After most of us has arrived,we proceed to The Chevrons Cathay Bowling..The place was big n nice ah..It was a nice n enjoyable competition overall..Congrats to NP MSS team to get e champion of the day!!n i'm so damn surprised that I get the 3rd highest score among the muslimah (nasib agak kot) tp syg yg dpt trophy cume the top je..so aft the game,we had a photo session n here r sum of e pics taken there:

[[family photo taken NP n SP team memberz]]

[[NP rawks!!MCC n MSS beautiful n handsome peepz~]]

[[These are my team members..consist of idris+ayie+me+ama= the ila galigo team..I dunnoe where the name come from,juz ask from ayie..]]

[[fazli n me posing wiff our "balls"..ooppsstthh]]

After that we all lepak at Pizza Hut Jurong East Entertainment n I went to my uncle's house which is nearby to pay him a visit..Alang kepalang da dekat n lagipon me ngantok n penat..So juz nk rest kejapz pat situ,hehe..n went straight home aft dat..

{.:Personal Speech n feelings for this yr's bdae:.}

Really feel happy n thankful especially to my love;Yazid,Dee,Huda n madu for planning the surprise for me..Really appreciate for efforts very much eventhough Dee n Huda wish me late..hehe~Without them I think my bdae this yr won't be that happening n bright..Thruthfully once I opened my eyes at sakura, n e moment i saw u all who came down i really wanted to cry but juz control it coz malu sey..Aku tau betapa buruk nye muka aku kalau aku nangis..I really feel so touched ah..seriously~
To Fazli,Ellin n Fazliana thanx for coming down to my lil surprise party..Fazliana eventhough kene ajar adik aku tuition ,Fazli lak sanggup skip paduka nye trng n Ellin yg baru abes dari class die semua sanggup sey tron to celebrate wif me..So touched..haiz~really2 appreciate ur presence..
These are all the presents that i get on my bdae this yr:baju+rantai,2 pink ear rings(i loike),1 set of bracelet n necklace,2 cute teddy bears(cuddlez~),3 types of Famous Amos cookies(Butterscotch,Double chocolate Chips n Chocolate chip with macadamia nuts),a bdae card,sum cash$$ from my dad n grandma n an Avon perfume..hehe.,.,thousand of thanx for those presents!!
To fana a.k.a madu ku,tina n rizal thanx 4 the part 2 surprise at clubhse..Thanx for the cakes..thanx to those peeps that hadir pat clubhse to celebrate it together esp.my lovable Adiratna gerls(luv u gerls lots to e max!),paduka n our drama memberz..
To my beloved mother who orderd pizzas on e nite itself as a form of celebration to my bdae..my dad who wished me late thru sms coz he's busy werking.nvm,i understand dad but its e thot that counts rite..n to my grandma eventhough die ckp "Eh,knp ade bnyak bear,baju,present semua?mcm ade org nye bdae je?"padahal bdae aku sey..tk pe,tak le salah kan org tua tp tetap dpt bdae present jgk dari die,hehe..luv u lots mum,dad n grandma~n to my cousinz2 yg ingat my bdae thanx soo much kies..Lastly really appreciate each n everyone of ur wish yg thru fone,sms(sori la kalau ade yg me tk reply ur msg psl bnyak sgt la,hehe),mouth(wad i mean thru verbally eh,bkn mouth lain k!!) n thru friendster!!Really thanx ah..Dat's all that I can say..

**So dat's e end of my long updates!!hehe,.,.Aniwae jgn la malu2 n segan2 kalau next yr nk buat bdae surprises n celebrations for me again eh..Eventhough me pemalu org nye tp kan kalau org da nk organise utk kite,den besar tapak tangan nyiru saya tadahkan!heehee..Sekian,Wassalam~**

-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-THANX LOTSA!!-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-"-

TERRIBLE FEELING!

2006-04-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

REALLY THINK OF QUITTING SCHOOL N QUITTING EVERYTHING WHICH I'M INVOLVED IN RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO SORRY TO THROW OUT MY ANGER TO MY BLOG COZ DIS IS E ONLY SPOT THAT I CAN DO DAT...MMG BETOL ORG KATA BILA KITA SENANG KAWAN RAMAI KELILING PINGGANG TAPI BILA KITA TGH DLM KESUSAHAN TAK DE SATU PN DEPAN MATA..!!REALLY HATE E PEOPLE AROUND ME NOW!!FEEL LIKE CRYING N SHOUT MY HEART OUT!!

2006-04-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

Actually to be frank ah I really miss HIM ah..haiz~

miss his voice,
his hug,
his sweet smile,
e way he looks at me,
his manja ness when talking to me on e phone,
he calling me sayang,
me feeling so comfortable when i'm in his arms n just imagine wif just a quick hello on e phone can cheer up my whole day!!

The bottomline is that I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!Damn it ah!Wad kind of feeling is dis man?tapi tak tau lak eh die pat sana fikir psl aku ke tak..haiz~REALLY HATE DIS KIND OF FEELING AH!!sumbody pls help me...!!!

2006-04-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

hi I'm back people..haiz~REALLY MISS THOSE TYMES SPENT IN KL!!!Wif kerenah im yg selenge,ilya yg clumsy n dee yg menjadi rival in love!haha..Really wish to lengthen n extend e no of days there but too bad ah..

adores,interested,loves,admires,likes,fancies,devoted,infactuation...

actually kn r all these words e same?confuse ah..when to use either 1 of these word..haiz~Aniwae ever thought of like falling in love wif ur own cousin?Sounds so ridiculous rite..There's dis 1 fren of mine who's in love wif her own cousin ah..hmm~Imagine if u caught in a situation that e one u love already has a gerlfren,then u still want to hang on or u want to let go?if u want to let go,it's like a sacrifaction ah coz u really love that guy very much..tapi if u want to hang on kerana nak mempertahankan cinta,then mcm u feel like a bitch..da tau lelaki tu ade pompuan but u still want to hang on...not being selfish here ah but just dun want to share his love with any body else!but at e same tyme also kesiankan kan pompuan tu psl we gerls noe each other feelings well.. wad a situation...aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!!so wads e nxt step eh?hmm~

2006-02-20T20:32:00.000-08:00

19.02.06

It's a Sunday!Me n my siblings as per normal head to our religious sch(Madrasah aljunied)..My mother sent us to school by car but headed back to werk aft dat..So it happens that my youngest sister didn't bring her EZ-link coz she thought that my mom will fetch us back home..So she panicked!I then started saying that she must sleep in that sch n cannot go back home ah..haha(e usual naughty me!)Aft e sch ended,she say that she didn't eat during recess time coz she wanted to save her money 4 her bus fare later..sanggup sak..It's her first time paying by cash 4 bus fare so we like disturb2 her la..E funny thing is that I say la during alighting she must tap her bus ticket like what she normally do when tapping her EZ-link card..But must got e sound then she can alight..So she really do it n she say eh y dun have e sound!!kekekekeke!!Me n e rest of my sisterz burst out into laughters ah as we didn't expect that she really believe what I said..Then when we alight I said to my youngest sister to ask my mother to top up the bus ticket 4 her coz e reason the tap machine didn't sound is bcoz her ticket bus value is low!!!haha..kekek sak main2 kan budak kecik..

20.02.06

Today is e starting day of study break!Planning to go to sch to study with tina,ilya n fazli..But ended up watching openhse videos,xcpade videos n Adiratna citra videos.. betol la org kata kalau once da naik clubhse mmg tak le belajar sey..haha!!Then we decide to go to Clementi n eat ah..me n tina aiming 4 beef noodle!!power,yum yum..Den aft dat we meet Rab n khai..Aku,fazli,ilya n rab lepak pat luar mac sambil minom $1 bubble tea..updating each other bout all the hot n sizzling news n gossips!!hehe!Actually plan nak balik kol 8 ah!But aft much persuasion from dis idiot rab n fazli(ooopppsssttthhh) we ended up going back at 9 eh!Dat's not all eh!We nvr go back at 9 eh coz there's this technical fault that happens which is only the 4 of us noe eh!it's between 4 walls eh..haha..Then we each go our individual way home..
Now comes e scary part ah!I was walking on my way home after alighting e bus..So as per normal I went in e lift.When e door of the lift is almost fully closed there's sum1 suddenly pressed the button n the lift suddenly open!N a man with sunglasses,hat,bargo pants n t-shirt came in!He really looked suspicious to me coz he kept looking down, with his hands in e pocket all e way n I dun even remember seeing him in this blk at all!He supposedly see what floor have I pressed but he didn't!So to be xtra careful I face the side so that I can see him..In e lift my heart was thumping like a time bomb hoping that the lift door opens quickly!!n to salt to the wound,my handphone battery was flat at that moment of time!!So when the lift door open,I feel a bit relief ah..So I let him go out first to be safe so that he won't follow me from behind..N when he went out he proceed to the left but he didn't go down or up e stairs,he just stand there n his face tilt to me a bit to see where i'm heading to!!Then I ran all e way to my home, press my door bell n knock the door many times..But too bad my door bell is not working normally so as a result my sister open the door a bit later..n when i'm on my way in,I saw that man on the stairs seeing me!n when he saw i saw him,he juz turn n ran away!!Scary siak!!Lagi2 recently e case bout the man died bcoz of kena shot 6 times n the criminal is still on e run which only happens a few blks away from me only!!When I reached home safely I thanked god that I am safe but my hands were trembling frightened!!Always keep remembering bout the incident!!Wad shld I do??!!Now I dun want to go back late at night alone coz i think i'm phobia!!

i'm back..

2006-01-12T08:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY,SIS!!

**today's my second sister nyer b'dae so hope all dat she wish 4 cum true n gd luck in her future endeavours..But actually quite jealous ah coz she gets a lot of expensive presents eh!

A slim digi cam from my dad
a pink cardigan from my fourth sis
IPOD NANO from her guy (which costs like a bomb ah!jealous eh)
n lastly a ADIDAS watch that she really aiming for which is from her sweet sister(which is me)hehe shared with my guy..So sweet of my guy to buy the watch using his money first*winks*But sori la white colour da out of stock ah so bought for her a green one..

Untung kan..**

k now back to me lak..as for today ok la..i got break from 12 to 2..so aft eating my lunch i went up to clubhse to sleep ah memandangkan cuaca yg sejuk kan..So set la alarm pat hp n additionally asked fazli to wake me up..Den nak tau ape when fazli wake me up it was already 2 ah!I rushed my way class eh n i was wondering ah y my hp alarm didn't bunyi..I den realised that i set it at 1.45 am instead of pm eh!!haiz~Den aft class,I headed to clubhse..So me,fazli n my madu ape lagi gi tgk planet dikir ah..really love kelana,keris n anak seni set..so nice..i loike!!Den thot of going back home tapi me n my guy decided to head to toa payoh to eat..yummz..N u noe who i met at e eating place?it's ABG WAN aka ABG ES KRIM eh!!haha..he's with kak ira ah..Shock-cited sia saw him coz long time no see sey..Feel like hugging n pinching his tummy sey tapi tak le ah..haiz~Really miss e days yg kite2 rapat dgn die sey..Den when I want to order my food die pekik ni,"Deq,mee hong kong 1 n mee rebus 3!"Geram je..haha..when die da nak jalan,he go towards me n introduce kak ira to me..He said yg aku da kurus eh!Buta agaknye,padahal pada aku aku mcm da gemok sey..Den he said juz wait 4 his invitation card ah..Tak sabar sey die nak sanding coz can't imagine if all e adiratnas will rewang!confirm kecohrable nyer..haha..so to all the Adiratna's ABG WAN PUPPET KIRIM SALAM!! =)

wad a day!!!!

2005-12-08T08:11:00.000-08:00

Everything went right in e morning part..Things goes on as usual for me..It only started after 2pm!I started receiving sms from sumbody(not to mention name la eh) saying that she cannot follow me to ITE Simei..Ok then i asked y n she didn't replied!During QD class we were asked to do tutorial n I did contribute a bit of solutions la but aku nye org ni kan tak pandai sgt so I can only contribute like a few ideas only ah..Then philo get pissed off saying that it has been her all the while who keeps doing jobs n she kept quiet all along!!Wat the shit..Ok fine..In e mid of my tutorial I met fazli online n he says that he's going to holland v with 2 other persons..N to my surprise 1 of e person is e one who earlier on claims dat she cannot follow me..She says that dia tak ckp duit tambang!!Abeh go to holland v free pe ah!Eh once tak nak gi means straight forward ah sak ckp tak nak gi tak mo berbual belit2 ah dgn aku!!Aku nak tanye ah brand sabun ape sak kau gunakan sampai aku da banyak kali kene buih ni mcm!!Fuhyoo sesabar sabar mane seseorang tu pon aku batas nye la eh!!Bear this in mind,PLS.....abeh madu also cannot make it coz she's busy..So jawapan nye aku kene gi sorg ah ni gi sana!Ni part darah da start boiling ar!!!!Hot n sizzling ok..
Ok so after class i rushed n took bus..The destination took me abt 1hr plus..Then when I reached there luckily it's only the 2nd regu turn..Ok so when tgh syiok tgk dat match skali ade satu hamba ni said s'thing that at first can be a joke but to me juz now is to the max ar!!Bukan nye aku sensitive eh tapi tah eh pada aku tadi da tol2 melampau ah!Can't take it animore n I juz kept quite to myself..Sesungguhnye yg dikutuk itu lebih mulia daripada yg mengutuk!Ntah la my mood become very down at dat point of time..On e way back pon sorg2!!Tak tau la I feel like punching sum1,shouting my hearts out to the ocean n bursting out my tears sey!!Really had a *&$%!@ day ah today!!!

Qualities in a friendship..

2005-12-07T00:39:00.000-08:00

K firstly,I wanna apologize pada seiapa coz I didn't update my blog 4 quite sum times..Particularly busy and malas ah..haha..

Secondly,I wanna update about yesterday..I,faz gegerl,fadz,kai,tina,kak iqin and syura went down to ITE Simei to support our NGEE ANN takraw team..haha.Fun sey..Their sch is so damn big n nice sey..When we reached there je mcm budak jakon sey..Then kan skali kite nampak 2 TIKOS MONDOK eh tgh main kejar2..Romantic sey..Then aft that actaully ade binatang lain ah yg tgh chase them n its a cat with a leopard like fur sey..Teros aku feel like i'm in zoo eh now!Aku and tina even took pics pat toilet lelaki die eh..haha..Toilet lelaki die nye bau "semerbak kasturi" sehingga menusuk ke 2 lubang hidongku ar!Ok ah aft e match kaku,fadz n tina gi bedok nak mamamz n we proceed back home aft dat.Then tima malam me n my siblings gather in our rm n we chat2..Then I asked my youngest sister to massage my leg 4 me n she excitedly agreed..haha..Then at e same time I test her bout how to read time n time table.. These are our conversations:

Me:dek,wat's 5x1?
Sis:adek tak tau ah..kalau 5x7 ke 5x8 ke adek tau ah?
(I n the rest of my other sisters laughed our hearts out sia!!)
Me:ok dek wat's 5/5?
sis:1!
me:ok gd!If times n divide tu mcm opposite tau..kalau 5/5=1,then 5x1=?
sis:adek tak tau ah kak..
me:OMG!!!ok dek ape 5x7?
sis:k kejap eh kak,adek buat 7/5 dulu..
me:asl nak kene divide dulu?!
sis:tadi kan kakak ckp times n divide opposite pe..
*me n e rest of my sisterz kekek2 sey!haiz~can't be blame la she'll be only pri 2 next yr..Kadang2 cute sey adek aku satu ni BUT can be really irritating at tymes!!*

Thirdly,ask about what u see in a true friendship?Hmm~I really haven't get e ans till now..2 me friendship is basically and mostly consist of TRUST..Once he/she cheated or backstab u in any way,it's damn difficult to regain e trust back..It realy hurts me when I really treasure that particular friendship and in the end what I get from them is like SHIT!Ntah la aku rasa aku lom dapatkan kawan yg tol2 treasure friendship sey..Aku sanggup dgr korg nye probs n give advices tapi bile aku ade probs,I really dunnoe who to go to n at last I just keep my probs to my own..Mane semua kawan2 aku yg time happy2 stick dgn aku tapi time aku ade probs semua hilang!!I real hate dis feeling ah!Nak approach korg tapi takot menyusahkan pulak tapi ape guna ade kawan!wat frens r for sey?!Tak paham ah!!!AAARRRGGGHHH

Updates!!!!

2005-10-05T18:09:00.000-07:00

30.09.05

Today actually felt really2 excited ah coz got dk training...The last few days I feel so bored sey at home..Nothing to do besides accompanying my dad to polyclinic...So actually e training started at 11am..At 9 huda started calling me but I only answered her call at 9.45 coz tgh syiok tido pe...Potong steam sey huda!haha..5 missed call sey..sori la huda a.k.a my part time alarm clock..Dee also called me and gave me a wake up call!She shouted at me asking me to wake up...Alah malas la nak turun tangga..haiz~Maklom la,susah sey kalau rumah 2 tingkat...khekhekhe.Aft me get ready,I actually waited for my parents ah coz I wanted to get a free ride..So aft reaching AMK polyclinic,my mum told the taxi driver to send me to Ngee Ann
Polytechnic..Here's e conversation between me n e taxi driver:

TAXI DRIVER:which gate u 1 2 alight?
ME:e one b4 main gate..
TAXI DRIVER:oohh.e 1 along mrt track izit?
ME:huh?(looking quite blur n at e same tyme wundering since when did np gate is along mrt Track?!)
TAXI DRIVER:U 1st yr student is it?
ME:NO!!
Now at e junction of SP,e taxi driver asked me whether to turn left or straight.
ME:I'm going to Ngee Ann n not SP!
TAXI DRIVER:Ooops!So sorry...I forgot(dengan selambenye die jawap!)
ME:NVM..
Upon reaching NP,
ME:U can turn left n enter e gate..
TAXI DRIVER:Where,here ah?
N U NOE WAT,HE STOPPED ME OUTSIDE E GATE N EXPECT ME TO WALK IN!!Da la bengap,pekek lak 2..Nasib2...e fare is $13.70 n he said nvm la u just eed to pay $13..WTF!!just a discount of 70 cents 4 wad happened!!EEEEE!!He really make my blood go upstairs sey..

Then biler e sampai pat rm stakat ade huda,ellin,madu,ama,aeen n tina je but
It was fun ah..We learnt a new song n new ragam..We also watched cd citra..Then they laughed at me ah coz aku main anak kepala teleng sey..haha..Hey it's part of my concentration ok..Aniwae kan miss pukul-ing my anak ah..Den aft dat me,kai,faz ge-gerl,madu-ku n ama went to far east to eat...At first we decided to eat at sakura den kan kai takot nanti dier kene bayar lebih ar..hehe..Then me,faz n my madu shopping sey..I bought a new belt,rubberband,ear studs..In e first place kan i'm actually saving money sey..Tapi haiz~terkopak jugak duit akhir nye..

01.10.05

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!k today eh me gd gerl la..ptg go to mosque,belajar fardhu ain..Then me feel lyke eating fried chicken so me,my sis n my mum went to s'goon central..Called yazid to tag along ah..Then he say die pat bishan so he took a cab n meet us coz tak nak me wait 4 him..So sweet of him kan..*WINKS*Then malam lak go to kenduri doa selamat to celebrate bulan Ramadhan..So today is e angel side of me..hehe

02.10.05

As per normal wake up early in e morning to attend my religious class..Tapi kan pat class me all e way chat wif my frens ah..Mentang2 la my fren ni matair fauzie laily(in case sesiapa yg tak tau he's e one yg get 3rd 4 anugerah) so she shared with us la how is e feeling stead wif sum1 yg da popular..Dalam hati ustaz mesti menyumpah nye agak nye..khekhekhe
Then kan balik me rush home coz meeting dee n fazli kol 1 pat bedok..Aniwae we r actually heading to east coast ah coz there's a gathering 4 gemersik peepz..But b4 dat kan me msg ilya whether she's going or not ha then she say no..Den me ask la y n she replied dat her grandma passed away..Innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun..~sobz~me feel sad 4 u..Salam takziah dari ku..U must be strong k gerl..Ok back to e story,me expecting da ramai ah pat si2..Tapi terkejut sey biler nampak stakat 7 org je yg ade..Me expecting da ramai coz they janji nak meet kol 11 pagi n when I reached there it's like 2 already..Tk sangka sey selambat lambat adiratna nye janji pon ade grps lagik lambat eh..Yg aku kenal pat sana pon mostly bdk2 keris ah..Zul,Syed,Nizam etc..Me tak lama ah pat si2 coz tak kenal sgt ah..So i meet yazid at east coast mac n we proceed to Parkway..Plan nak makan pay sana tapi psl kegatalan ku,me nak sampedek pat marina coz i lyke e scenery ah..It's facing e esplanade..So we ate nasi lemak n popiah!!Sedap giler sey..Next we headed to esplanade roof top n lepaks pat sana..Teringat pulak masa2 khatu meeting haha!N next destination is home!I must reached home b4 my parents coz if not aku kene "hang"(scolded in gangsterism language) dgn bapak aku sey!

03.10.05

It's been 2 months since my bdae..haha!2day plan wif tina to find job..Nak duit tapi malas nak keje..Anibody yg ade dat vacancy can tell me k..So plan to meet pat amk kol 1..Den we went 4 2 interviews ah..e 1st one is only filling up e form n e agent will get back to us..So we bought Straits Time n sat along tangga(da jadik minah tangga sey)..Then we went 4 an interview pat Shaw House which me n tina dunnoe where on earth is dat place..So me called yazid{my darlz} n he gave us a clearer view of where is it..Then we entered Shaw Centre which we thought e place we r heading ah..Then bile tgk lift tingkat 13 is rooftop!!(dlm hati aku die org nak buat interview pat tempat romantic je hehe)So we find other lift ah..At last da jumpe..Then got dis 1 chinese man sitting in e lift n pressing e button ah..So I thot that die ni mcm handicapped so buat bodoh la..Then it happens dat we got into e wrong building n need to take dat same lift which we took juz now!N DAT SAME MAN IS IN E LIFT AH..then me press 11 n he says "CARPARK,CARPARK"..aku n tina da tak le tahan sey nak ketawa..rupe-rupe nye he's job is to sit in e lift n press buttons in e lift..Ok jugak eh dat job..Quite relax..If only there's still vacancy 4 dat job..So biler pintu lift bukak je aku n tina laugh our hearts out ah!!Tina da mcm nak meletop(as usual)!!Then we went 4 e interview..Decided to eat at BK pat Far East n pat si2 kite ade la xchange storie..hehehe..Then on e way home,my prince called n asked me whether me nak meet him ke tak..So me meet him pat amk n temankan die makan..Aft dat we headed home..So summary of my destination 4 2day:S'goon(home) to amk(meet tina) to lavender(change bus to town) to town(interview) to s'goon(at first ingatkan nak balik) to amk(meet my darlz) to s'goon(finally home)!Da mcm tour sey..haha

04.09.05

2day plan to meet tina at yck kol 1..Actually nak makan pat NYP ah da mengidam sey e mee pat si2 n tina nak makan e bubur skali biler da sampai sana e foodcourt is close!!Punye la upset..Mcm nak gi batu belah batu bertangkup je sey..Then kite stakat makan their 70 cents ais kacang(pat NP nye lagik murah n sedap sey) n rojak(e kuah kacang tasted like kicap)..Then kite nak gi Syed Alwi Rd ah..Coz tina juz remembered dat her dad pernah blg die yg pat si2 die tgh carik org ah nak keje..So da sampai pat si2 ade pasar malam,so kite tgk2 ah stuff pat si2..Tina called aja to asked where exactly e place is so kite jumpe aja(co-incidentally here's there) wif his parents n he gave us e directions la..So kan bile da sampai dat place,nampak makcik2 tgh masok2 kan surat dlm envelope..2 cents per envelope..aku calculate2 kalau 5000 envelopes da dpt $100 sey..Quite ez job pe tapi syg nye da no vacancy je..Tak de rezeki..Then kite nak balik ah tapi in order to go to e bus stop kan nak kene jalan pat tepi2 kedai2 pat tekka sey..Tak suke ah!Then kan malam me,my 2 other sis n my mum gi solat terawih ah pat masjid is-tiqamah..Ramai org sey..so bile da bis solat isyak me pusing balakan ah n ternampak satu perempuan ni pakai jubah hitam n tudung STRIKING PINK!so aku buat bodoh ah..Then she sat behind me ah..skali kan t's FAZLIANA la kan..haha..I salam her n e lady beside her ah..Cium tangan psl ingat kan 2 mak fazliana skali ckp tyme 2 kawan die sey..Paisey kejap.K then kan there's dis lady in front of me wears a telekong wif pink flowers all around ah..Skali kan biler die pusing it's HUDA LA KAN!!khekhekhe..Huda pakai telekung nak cute je eh..Aft dat me n my mum gi makan prata pat kedai n headed back home..NAk kene tido siang takot nanti tak le bangon lak tyme sahur.K la kepada semua umat Islam di selruh pelusuk dunia,saya di sini ingin mengucapkan ***SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN&SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA*** Semoga kite menjalani bulan yg penuh barakah ini dgn tabah dn sabar..Semoga puasa kita mendapat berkah..Insya Allah......

Hi everyone!!!

2005-09-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

At last I have the tyme to update my blog...To all who is reading my blog,WELCOME!!!hehe..Anyway thanx to kai ah who help me to create a new blog..Thanx a lot,bro!Ok exams over and now i'm concentrating on my gemersik training...Actually quite scared ah coz it's in 4 days tyme!!ARGH!!!HMM..
Aniwaez i juz chat with HUDA!!!Then she start off with a person who is doing a survey...pe je huda!!Nak pakai trick aku je..Cukup tina sorang je yg kene..haha..Then she say la yg last wk die ade kenduri doa selamat coz her cousin gi al-zhar..Then aku tgh wondering ah asl gi coffeeshop tempat makan al-azhar nak kene buat doa selamat sey..Then ckp tyme it's e al-azhar university coz her cousin nak further studies pat si2..haha..miss her alot ah actually...haiz~miss e tymes we jammed together and e crazy jokes we used to share...So jus now we updated each other n laugh like mad sey...haha..By e way dis friday adiratna is having a picnic at east coast!!I bet it'll be sooo much fun sey!Can't wait ah....Miss those adiratna trainings together,our dearest pangasas,my sec sch frens,not forgetting my bloods and my beloved darling!!haha..
Niari kan makan banyak sey.Makan hor fun,nasi ayam,ayam,breadstick,garlic bread,beef black pepper pizza,popiah basah!!imagine tu..Yesterday I went to my class bbq at kah ping's condo ah..It's so much fun..His condo is so damn nice..At first me,philo and e rest relaxed in his rm n watched e eye 10 n kung fu hustle..Then me,philo n chung in proceed to e gym..Mcm iye2 je la...I tried out alomost all e exercises there la..Da loss 4kg da!!khekhekhe..Mcm betol je eh!Tapi by now agaknye da gain balik ah.C how much food i've eaten today..Haiz~yaty yaty!

first time

2005-08-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

ok..another chapter created.....